My Boyfriend and My Best Friend
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My life is full of little secrets and I don’t mind sharing them as long as nobody knows it’s really me. The Internet and its blogs have really allowed people like me to share our secrets and silliness as long as we remain anonymous.
Like the night my best friend in the whole world went out with MY boyfriend and slept with him. I was gutted to say the least. I must have walked 1000 miles that night and worn a hole in my living room carpet. I couldn’t decide which was more important, my best friend, my boyfriend or my self respect. I still don’t know if I made the right decision.
I really liked them both and I have to admit that I did sense an attraction between them. I chose to pretend I didn’t know and see how it went and deal with it later. I confess to having thoughts of a big knife and a lot of blood, but the idea passed quickly.
Within a week it was apparent that whatever attraction they had between them was gone and to be honest, so was my attraction to my boyfriend. My best friend and I had shared so many good times and stressful times that I chose to keep her and I dumped him.
Steve, if you’re reading this, I probably should have told you I knew.